I'm exhausted

How tired can man possible be? I'm really exhausted. Fortunately today is Monday and I'm at work - it feels like holiday after taking care of children, cooking, housework and again taking care of children.

Last weekend was quite nice, we were at the cottage and sun was shining. Temperature was nearly 30 Celcius degrees in the shadow. Our little daughter swam for the first time of her life. Or actually she was playing in the waterside and having fun. I think she really enjoyed. She is so young that she can't worry about having too much sunshine or some other things we adults are worrying about. Happy childhood - sometimes I'm missing those carefree days.

Our daughter is allergic to several foodstuff for example cow milk, wheat, oat, rye, potato... Propably all food she reacts at haven't yet found, so she sleeps in 1 to 2 hours clips at the time at nigths. So I haven't either slept well - say about in last two years.

Actually after I came back to work, I haven't be so tired anymore. When you are at home with a little child you are working day and night. So it seems to be little bit easier now when my daughter is at daily care. But of course I'm having bad conscience about that....

Nobody could realise in advance how binding parenthood is. Even if one has taken care of children not his own, one has no idea what is responsibility of parent. After baby has born the reality slaps the face and you just try to your best and manage.

My husband and I were just getting to know each other when I found out that I'm pregnant. We had known each other about 2 or 3 months and suddenly we were having a baby. Without a baby, I'm not even sure that we would be still dating nowadays. I don't mean that we are together just because of child, but maybe we would not solve some adversities in same passion than we have done now. Well that's the way of life and we have just live with it!

Hmm, seems to be so that I'm also practising to use this blog site....

Just wondering

Well, I didn't believe year ago that I'm going to have a blog. Now I'm having it anyway, that's the way of life.

Someone might wonder why I'm writing. I think English practise is the main reason, other reasons (if there is some) I'll keep myself for now on. I need English in my work because contacts to foreign countries. Few months ago I came back to work from maternity leave and English has little bit escaped from my head. I still don't know how that happened :-)